Within these periods, for sure there are a lot of joys, happiness, satisfactions and enjoy moment as well as sadness, disappoint, complexity and angriness. Let me list out the most highlighted things within these periods.
1. My grandfather passed away...
My granddad passed away on December. That day morning, my cousin sms-ed me and told me that granddad was passed away and once I received it, i straight called her and ask the details. She broke down and cried. She can't properly answer my questions and doubts. That time my p.s. actually told me that was not a joke. I quickly settle my school things like apply holidays and photostat notes for all my classmates (Thai- language). After that, i straight packed my belongings and went back home with public transport (Bus, LRT, KTM). On the way going back where my granddad staying which is my hometown, the situation inside my car was horrible since was my dad's dad. As a son, I don't know what should i said in order to comfort him. But, I can feel his sadness through his expression.
Once we reached there, my family and i had to crawled into the house because the moment that my granddad passed away, we not at home. This is the rule that has to follow in order (pantang). Once we crawled till my granddad's body, we cried. I totally broke down~ He was cold and can't answer me already. I kept " Ah Gong, Ah Gong" but, he was dead~ We organised the funeral for about 6 days due to the reason that "好日子"...
He really dote me... I remember got 1 time, I am going back Sekinchan and he by that day prepared a duck for me as dinner. He said like this, "the ducks were fighting, very noisy, so eat jor it lar..." Actually this was the excuse he gave yet I felt warm in deep heart~ Every time I backed Sekinchan, he surely will fetch me back our old home (Site A). I said I fetch you, but he always rejected me~ I had to sit at the back yet i felt another warmness as well. Got 1 time in late night, he also fetched me back. As we all know, the ways back to Site A is damn dark and hazardous, but yet he still came and fetch me back. My second uncle actually gave me his car keys for me to back home, he kept saying no need as he can fetch me back. That moment, i also can't reject as he so insisted.
Really miss him right now... His number still in my phone contact list... When i browsing the contact list, the 2nd number is him~ I call now also can't hear his voices already~ T.T~
The day before he die~ He still look healthy here~ I really can't imagine and full of wonder why the next day he left us just like that~ T.T
He really dote me... I remember got 1 time, I am going back Sekinchan and he by that day prepared a duck for me as dinner. He said like this, "the ducks were fighting, very noisy, so eat jor it lar..." Actually this was the excuse he gave yet I felt warm in deep heart~ Every time I backed Sekinchan, he surely will fetch me back our old home (Site A). I said I fetch you, but he always rejected me~ I had to sit at the back yet i felt another warmness as well. Got 1 time in late night, he also fetched me back. As we all know, the ways back to Site A is damn dark and hazardous, but yet he still came and fetch me back. My second uncle actually gave me his car keys for me to back home, he kept saying no need as he can fetch me back. That moment, i also can't reject as he so insisted.
Really miss him right now... His number still in my phone contact list... When i browsing the contact list, the 2nd number is him~ I call now also can't hear his voices already~ T.T~
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