No mood

Recently dt knw why i damm low... i cant cheer up...
why? can somebody tell me why?
i try to pull up myself already...
but the result failed...

me went to work again... and of course during work sure got somethings that can make me feel uncomfortable...
but, got happy 1 as well...
my 同事 birthday during that weekends and we celebrated it...
we celebrated it in SINCEro, 1 of the pud around ipoh...
totally free of charge... he foot the bills...
me feel very guilty that i drink a lot then i dt pay anythings...
haiz...

then, recently i stay at ignatius house... feel like dt wan to back TBR already... haha...
dt knw why.. may be here got some1 that i more familiar with...
haha...

this week can consider honeyweek...
i dt anythings at all...
assignment next week need to pass up... but me stilll act nothings...
dt knw what is the purpose that i study arleady la...
can some1 help me find back why i am studying now...

i really down... really frustrated...
never try this kind of feeling before...